Sunday, April 5, 2009

FRESHMAN IN COLLEGE-ITIS.

I felt really crappy before the band tour started. I'm just missing Matt and Heather so badly! I'm completely ready for summer. Sure we're counting down the three days till Easter break, but still...I need lots of time to regather my want to be in school.
Playing a concert 5 times over Thursday and Friday, I really felt like playing that music even just one more time. I loved being around my new band family. We could still act like kids but we were treated like adults...It's the greatest combination with band nerds, I tell ya!
I never worry about grades anymore. Sure I need to keep my GPA above that 3.0 level, but seriously...I'm taking certain classes for credit and extra knowledge, not for interest.
So now...I'm stuck in my room again. I knew getting out and on the road, even if it meant being stuck on a bus for a certain amount of hours, would be good for me but just when I felt like YES! I FEEL GOOD AGAIN! I had to think about where I'd be again Saturday afternoon. Not Fun!
The awesome thing about trips like we had was gaining new friends. I've even been told again how it's good that I'm outgoing and me. Great people, great people! I extremely appreciate it when people tell me that they like me as a person...it had never happened until I got here. The whole college scene is great when you get to make real friends that you'll actually hang out with way more than high school friends.
I'm ready for Jesus to come back from Hell. Either I don't believe in Hell, or I just don't want to believe in it. I heard that Earth is like Hell and nothing can compare to Heaven. I can wait though. I don't believe in the end of the world either...those darn Mayans didn't know cars were going to be around. That's my reasoning for not believing in the end of their calendar. They didn't have paper factories either. Ha! Anyways.
I'm ready for peace and quiet. Sleep in my own bed...though mine at school is way more comfortable. Alone time. Though I love being around friends...they won't be near my house. Hanging out with life long friends from church...hopefully.
29 days till summer...I think. And I'm sooooooooooo ready!
*Molly in the recycle bin...only because I put her in there.

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